There is no such thing as studying hard now and enjoy later. Probably the phrase 'study hard now and enjoy later' should be changed to 'study hard now and enjoy 15 years later'.
yeah right.. What's the point of studying and studying and studying and studying and. . . never mind you get my point.
Duh! So who decides what kind of life you shall live? Me? You? Them? Us?
Do I care? NO I don't. The timeless chant of that phrase has been bombarded to me since before secondary school?
i hate PSLE. Yeah that was it, all for the sake of GOOD FUTURE. Think I know how to plan stuffs ? Probably the messiest person ever. Ok so I should stop ranting.
But just picture this, if it can even be pictured. . .
Keep studying and studying endlessly to find myself in a university, from there do research which will then be considered as a work. Work for? Passion probably.
It's the money damnit. And so I'll be working endlessly. I'll keep on working and working, I could just imagine people would start saying to me 'Work hard and enjoy life later, save up money for the rainy days, the cost of living will only keep increasing, faster than ever, higher than ever.'
I can see that the cost is my own LIFE. And just when can I have the moment to enjoy? You ask me? I'd ask destiny. If things are even planned out by fate. Oh but I guess planning would contradict fate since fate has a factor of chance.
Then again, I would be studying now to enjoy later. Later I would be working to enjoy even later in the future. I will keep on working and working by then I can't enjoy the things in life that I wanted to enjoy in the 1st place.
I'd probably die by then.Study hard to have a good work. Work hard to have a big fortune. What will the wealth be used for? You ask me?
To buy the grandest graveyard in the universe! I guess I'll let that thought sink into my mind later. Now I will enjoy my sleep, at least life should let me enjoy something, even if it's just my sleep, I'd take it.
Good night!
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....The cost of living is actually life itself.
